nicole calder

i've been struggling to write this post because i wasn't sure i could sufficiently articulate the heaviness of my thoughts. nor was i...

​Almost two months ago I wrote about the effects of my Dad’s medical scare and the resulting confrontation with not only my own...

This is a topic I don’t want to talk about. I don’t want to talk about it because it scares the fucking shit out of me. The concept of...

this is not something i want to write about, it’s not something i want to talk about. death scares the fucking shit out of me. it...