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THE POWER IN MUSIC
there’s a beauty in music that cannot be shared through other forms of media. music is transformative; it takes you back to a moment in...
nicole calder
Aug 26, 20222 min read
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Self-isolation
That’s what we’ve all essentially been confined to, except for those that are still working. What could possibly be so hard about staying...
nicole calder
Mar 23, 20205 min read
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A work in progress
The only thing that’s constant in life is change. Our state of mind is never guaranteed. That’s why striving for happiness is an...
nicole calder
Oct 13, 20195 min read
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The decision that changed my life
Preliminary final. Salisbury Inter versus Adelaide City. Two goals down, thirty minutes in. The ball’s being crossed in by one of the...
nicole calder
Sep 9, 20195 min read
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Connection is the ultimate antidepressant
Sport is a drug. And I was addicted to it. When I was cut from the United squad a few weeks ago, I went through some extreme withdrawals....
nicole calder
Nov 5, 20185 min read
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The epidemic need to escape reality through suicide
Suicide continues to be a recurring theme in my life. And I believe anything that’s recurring, whether that’s lessons, themes, or people,...
nicole calder
Nov 26, 20179 min read
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13 Reasons Why
I’m sure by now almost everyone has heard of this show, either from personally watching it or because of the controversy that has...
nicole calder
May 29, 20173 min read
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A letter to Dallas Green
Dallas, I recently attended your concert at the Georgia Theatre, the second time I have been fortunate enough to see you perform live....
nicole calder
Apr 5, 20172 min read
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The deathly price of technology
We live in a technology-dominated society. The same technology that was once invented to make communication more accessible has been...
nicole calder
Nov 27, 20165 min read
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“Bury your gays” – How media affects the LGBTQI+ community
WARNING: This post contains spoilers. I just finished watching Wentworth last night and I am livid, heartbroken, and enraged. At first...
nicole calder
Nov 1, 20166 min read
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Unbecoming to become
“This is what being broken feels like. It feels like none of your body is connected. It feels like there’s emptiness all over; holes and...
nicole calder
Sep 21, 20164 min read
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Missing Christopher
“Most suicidal people are undecided about whether they really want to live or die. Sometimes when they attempt suicide they are gambling...
nicole calder
May 15, 20168 min read
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The precursor to "The Beauty in Pain"
This topic has been on my heart a lot since initiating this blog. I have frequently found myself wanting to write about my experiences,...
nicole calder
Apr 21, 201616 min read
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It’s not about the money
I felt seen last night. Understood too. Not on all levels, but on a level. The energy I exerted resonated with the table I was serving,...
nicole calder
Apr 2, 20169 min read
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Let’s skip the introduction, I want to talk about suicide
As my first post, I’m not entirely sure how to start this. Typically people start off by introducing themselves, but I’ve often asked...
nicole calder
Mar 1, 20168 min read
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