nicole calder

i talk a lot about warning signs, but often in relation to people that you see regularly, that you talk to regularly. is it still...

there’s been quite a few recently. and i think what’s so upsetting about them is knowing how much pain these individuals were in to...

the photo from my last post was taken during a time when i was encompassed by darkness - a time when i considered taking my life as being...

let’s talk about it. does the mere act of reading that word make you feel uncomfortable? good, then you need to read the rest of this...

Suicide continues to be a recurring theme in my life. And I believe anything that’s recurring, whether that’s lessons, themes, or people,...

I’m sure by now almost everyone has heard of this show, either from personally watching it or because of the controversy that has...

We live in a technology-dominated society. The same technology that was once invented to make communication more accessible has been...

“This is what being broken feels like. It feels like none of your body is connected. It feels like there’s emptiness all over; holes and...

“Most suicidal people are undecided about whether they really want to live or die. Sometimes when they attempt suicide they are gambling...

This topic has been on my heart a lot since initiating this blog. I have frequently found myself wanting to write about my experiences,...

I felt seen last night. Understood too. Not on all levels, but on a level. The energy I exerted resonated with the table I was serving,...

As my first post, I’m not entirely sure how to start this. Typically people start off by introducing themselves, but I’ve often asked...