suicide | nicole calder

Sep 28, 20223 min read

warning signs

i talk a lot about warning signs, but often in relation to people that you see regularly, that you talk to regularly. is it still...

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nicole calder

Jul 27, 20202 min read

SUICIDES

there’s been quite a few recently. and i think what’s so upsetting about them is knowing how much pain these individuals were in to...

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nicole calder

Feb 18, 20202 min read

PART 2: SUICIDE

the photo from my last post was taken during a time when i was encompassed by darkness - a time when i considered taking my life as being...

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nicole calder

Feb 17, 20202 min read

SUICIDE

let’s talk about it. does the mere act of reading that word make you feel uncomfortable? good, then you need to read the rest of this...

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The epidemic need to escape reality through suicide

nicole calder

Nov 27, 20179 min read

The epidemic need to escape reality through suicide

Suicide continues to be a recurring theme in my life. And I believe anything that’s recurring, whether that’s lessons, themes, or people,...

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nicole calder

May 29, 20173 min read

13 Reasons Why

I’m sure by now almost everyone has heard of this show, either from personally watching it or because of the controversy that has...

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nicole calder

Nov 28, 20165 min read

The deathly price of technology

We live in a technology-dominated society. The same technology that was once invented to make communication more accessible has been...

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nicole calder

Sep 21, 20164 min read

Unbecoming to become

“This is what being broken feels like. It feels like none of your body is connected. It feels like there’s emptiness all over; holes and...

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nicole calder

May 15, 20168 min read

Missing Christopher

“Most suicidal people are undecided about whether they really want to live or die. Sometimes when they attempt suicide they are gambling...

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nicole calder

Apr 21, 201616 min read

The precursor to "The Beauty in Pain"

This topic has been on my heart a lot since initiating this blog. I have frequently found myself wanting to write about my experiences,...

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nicole calder

Apr 3, 20169 min read

It’s not about the money

I felt seen last night. Understood too. Not on all levels, but on a level. The energy I exerted resonated with the table I was serving,...

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Let’s skip the introduction, I want to talk about suicide

nicole calder

Mar 2, 20168 min read

Let’s skip the introduction, I want to talk about suicide

As my first post, I’m not entirely sure how to start this. Typically people start off by introducing themselves, but I’ve often asked...

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